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its upsetting me more and more each day .. Tavie's mama 3 kids; Toronto, Ontario 19212 posts
Oct 22nd '09

and before its said yes i am on antis yes they work great .....



i want my baby boy back .... i dont f**king understand how these worthless sacks of shit who neglect there children ( not everyone sorry )
abuse kids rape ect ..... CAN HAVE ALL THE KIDS THEY WANT and i get shit burned ..... i want leviathan back ... why why me ? why will i never be able to watch my son grow up .....
watch him play sports
watch him bully his sister
watch them have pointless arguments on who was a few minutes older .....
let him enjoy firsts with his sister like first cream cheese first solid meal ....



ill never feel my son hug me ..... ill never see my son call me mommy mama or hear him say dada .....



f**k me maybe if i was stronger?
i keep thinking what if ... i just want my baby boy come home leviathan come home :(...:cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry:

LupitaFiasco. TTC since Dec 2010; 4 kids; Las Vegas, Nevada 45758 posts
Oct 22nd '09

I'm sorry love, I can't imagine the pain you're going through. All I can say is stay strong for Octavia and to let you know he's around, he's watching over his sister and mommy <3

Tavie's mama 3 kids; Toronto, Ontario 19212 posts
Oct 22nd '09
Quoting LupitaFiasco [ft. Boober]:
Mommy Melissa ♥ 2 kids; Ontario 1 posts
Oct 22nd '09

So sorry mama, I couldn't imagine going through that, my sister recently lost both twins and it was so devastating watching her go through that, be strong for your baby girl.

LupitaFiasco. TTC since Dec 2010; 4 kids; Las Vegas, Nevada 45758 posts
Oct 22nd '09
Quoting SamarahESS TKD:
Evan My Heaven TTC since Apr 2012; 33 kids; West Chester Township, Ohio 3374 posts
Oct 22nd '09

You are perfectly fine to feel this way. It is horrible. It's awful. It is unjust. It is unfair. It's amazing that people that are horrible to their kids can have 5 when other people that are the most generous, caring, loving, and in need of children, can't have any or lose what they can have. I feel for you. We've lost two and it hurt more than anything in my life. I'm not going to tell you how to cope b/c we all do it differently but there is hope though we never fully heal. I don't know what you 'want' to hear but I'm just going to be real and honest. It sucks and we never get over it. If you ever need to talk, please PT me and we can. I'm really sorry you have to go through this and though I wish I could take your pain away, I can't. Please know that there are others out there and we can help.
Much love.

Tavie's mama 3 kids; Toronto, Ontario 19212 posts
Oct 22nd '09
Quoting Melissa Orange:
Tavie's mama 3 kids; Toronto, Ontario 19212 posts
Oct 22nd '09
Quoting LupitaFiasco [ft. Boober]:
Mommy Melissa ♥ 2 kids; Ontario 1 posts
Oct 22nd '09
Quoting SamarahESS TKD:
**Blessed_Insanity** 7 kids; Wyoming 19410 posts
Oct 22nd '09
Quoting SamarahESS TKD:
LupitaFiasco. TTC since Dec 2010; 4 kids; Las Vegas, Nevada 45758 posts
Oct 22nd '09
Quoting SamarahESS TKD:
Tavie's mama 3 kids; Toronto, Ontario 19212 posts
Oct 22nd '09
Quoting Melissa Orange:
Tavie's mama 3 kids; Toronto, Ontario 19212 posts
Oct 22nd '09
Quoting LupitaFiasco [ft. Boober]:
The boys mom 2 kids; Virginia 1 posts
Oct 22nd '09

I'm sorry, I wish I could say something to make it better but words just won't cut it and I know this. **e-hugs** Be strong for your little girl.

ღSheila Lynnღ 3 kids; Weed, California 47383 posts
Oct 22nd '09

You know....You should be happy you even have a baby. Some people can't even have ONE.