Happy 1st Birthday *Rian*...I Love You!!! Crystal Hobbs 32 kids; Kentucky 16 posts
Aug 26th '09

Sooo..i'm pretty much falling apart...I'm trying soo hard to be strong but i just can't...It's even harder watching my boyfriendMatt fall apart..he wont talk much about it normally but today all he does is cry...I can't do this...I feel like my heart is breaking over and over again.....Will this ever get any easier?? I keep thinking what if...What if i had my baby with my right now...How big she would be or what if she was walking now or how would have this day been soo different...soo specail instead of me locked in my house in tears....This is not fair...I can't handle this anymore...I wanted us to be a family. Not just me and him holding eachother crying and trying to convince ourselves were ok...I want her's selfish, i know but i cant help it!:cry:

kakskvkm_plus 1 Due December 10; 20 kids; 1 angel baby; Nebraska 5043 posts
Aug 26th '09

Im so sorry for what you are going through..

Puff the magic dragon 2 kids; Kitchener, Ontario 13479 posts
Aug 26th '09

Im sorry your in pain!

There's probablly nothing i can say to make you feel any better.
Just stick by each other and you'll pull through.

Im sorry momma:(

Vanessa's Mommy!!! TTC since Oct 2011; 1 child; New Brunswick, New Jersey 957 posts
Aug 26th '09

im so sorry momma. i wished things could have been better for you.

lilsoph 2 kids; 1 angel baby; somewhere, MI, United States 4537 posts
Aug 26th '09

i am so very sorry for your loss :(
thinking about you guys today and always

Crystal Hobbs 32 kids; Kentucky 16 posts
Aug 26th '09

Thank You all...Keep us in your prayers, we most certainly need it today of all days.:cry: