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Goodbye Kristina .. KG!. 17 kids; Illinois 1307 posts
Aug 18th '09

Well Today I was looking through pictures, you know I was having a reminising the pass day. & I came across my Moms UltraSound. I had burst into tears, I have a twin sister. We was both borth April 1rst. You know she had diffuclties, I didn't, somthing went wrong when we were about , One., My mom never told me, never had a dad to tell me. I just know she died, and i wanted to know her, you know I wanted to have that Sisterly Twiny BOND. Not Older sister Little sister. Sombody Who Like KNOWS, what im going through. I went to her grave, and, All I could do was think, if she was alive, how easier alot of stuff would be. On Me, My Sister, My Brother, My Mom. I feel like I'm missing a piece of me, and it's sleeping with me EVERYNIGHT. I think about it, I can't like understand, why won't nobody tell me. All I got is a Ultra sound picture of her, and a couple of baby pictures like of us in a crib. Other than that, I don't have nothing of her. But this rattle. But, wtf ? Lol .. I miss her even though I never knew her..
you don't got to respond or feel sympathy.
Just wanted to vent.

It's my turn♥ 34 kids; Greenback, Tennessee 24868 posts
Aug 18th '09

I'm sorry:cry: They've actually done studies that it's normal for a twin to feel that way when seperated. Whether you actually knew them or not.

Connor's mom♥due i Due October 14; 81 kids; Brandywine, Maryland 9162 posts
Aug 18th '09

i had a twin sister that died before we were born and connor had a twin brother that died before he was born, so i know how you feel, all i have is ultrasounds of connors brother but no ultrasounds of my sister.. its hard if you ever wanna talk just pm me

Monica♥YASDYARDFR Due February 27 (girl); TTC since Jan 2011; 1 child; 2 angel babies; Beverly Hills, California 57197 posts
Aug 18th '09

My brother was not my twin but he passed when I was 4 years old. I often cry just because I miss him so much. I am sorry for your loss.

Sock Lady 6 kids; 4 angel babies; Hell, ON, Canada 11758 posts
Aug 18th '09

That's terrible! I am so sorry for your loss. :( My daughter was supposed to be a twin, but I miscarried her twin early on in the pregnancy.

Shannon 18 kids; Ohio 9773 posts
Aug 18th '09

The bond you share is always going to be there....regardless of whether you remember anything. It's probably always going to feel like "something" is missing from your life.



I'm sorry for your loss sweetie.




ETA: My brother was a twin and the twin was stillborn and he feels this way. He's been a loner all his life.

*| INKED UP MOMMY |* Due December 25; 4 kids; 2 angel babies; Middletown, OH, United States 6972 posts
Aug 18th '09
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KG!. 17 kids; Illinois 1307 posts
Aug 18th '09

Yeah , I read somthing about that how twins feel the seperation even if you never knew them.
& Yeah I'm sorry for you guys loses to.
I just feel so akward now a days because I don't even know what was wrong with her.

Steph ♥'s her girls Texas 4450 posts
Aug 18th '09

My 5 year old always tells me she misses her big sister, and she wishes she could meet her. It makes me sad. My oldest was a stillbirth so she always asks me about her.

KG!. 17 kids; Illinois 1307 posts
Aug 18th '09
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*| INKED UP MOMMY |* Due December 25; 4 kids; 2 angel babies; Middletown, OH, United States 6972 posts
Aug 18th '09
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Connor's mom♥due i Due October 14; 81 kids; Brandywine, Maryland 9162 posts
Aug 18th '09
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