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Missing my angels (kinda long) Mummy X2 34 kids; United Kingdom 143 posts
May 20th '09

I apoligise in advance for my grammer and spelling.



I have 2 angel baby my son February 6th 2009 and my daughter may 6th 2008.
My daughter is my living daughter twin they were born at 24.4weeks.
Skie-louise lived till she was on 1 hour 17 minutes old.
My son johnathan-Matthew was a stillbirth at 29.2weeks
both deaths came as a shock and ive been trying to cope the fast few days ive been finding it pretty hard though.
i recently found out im pregnant again (5 weeks and 2 days) Me and BD are very excited but im also pretty scared after losing my son so soon but ive been trying to stay positive
However the other day i was online and i got a message that saying was i going to kill this baby to like i did the skie and john.(plus a lot more which is pretty harsh)
since then ive been on a low how id do anything to bring my angels back if there was a way i would i do anything to have them in my arms again id do anything for john to be growing up and skie to be sitting with her twin.
i know i shouldnt take was stupid girl online say to heart but i cant quite deal with what she said
ive met so many people online i dont know where id be without who have helped me and i dont think i wouldve got through this without some of them that are always there for me.
but right now i dont know what to do i feel so scared im going to lose this baby to but im feeling so guilty my angel are not here while i am.

Boogers mommy {{EBFB}} 1 child; Texas 15428 posts
May 20th '09

First I want to say I'm so sorry about your losses. Second, I want to say don't listen to that stupid girl! She doesnt know anything about what happened and it wasn't your fault at all!

♡☆º×ß¡±©µ×º☆♡ 4 kids; 1 angel baby; Centralia, Wa, United States 49858 posts
May 20th '09

if you lost a baby may 6th then how are you 5 weeks pregnant?jw/?

jaela's♥mommy {BBM} 1 child; Lewisville, Texas 10628 posts
May 20th '09
Quoting ~Jenn~ Gav Kayt and Logan:
Mummy X2 34 kids; United Kingdom 143 posts
May 20th '09
Quoting ~Jenn~ Gav Kayt and Logan:
♡☆º×ß¡±©µ×º☆♡ 4 kids; 1 angel baby; Centralia, Wa, United States 49858 posts
May 20th '09
Quoting jaela's♥mommy {BBM}:
Hailee's Mama + 2 2 kids; 1 angel baby; Georgia 14102 posts
May 20th '09

im soo sorry about your loses! dont pay that girl any attention! it was in no way your fault that they are not here with you now! best of luck to you!

user banned 1 child; Australia 226 posts
May 20th '09

So u had twins in may 2008 at 24 weeks and lost one. Then you got pergnant straight away and lost him at 29 weeks? I'd say it is your fault you are spacing your pregnancies too close together..... and your 17. So 15 when you fell pregnant with your twins?

Mummy X2 34 kids; United Kingdom 143 posts
May 20th '09

Thank u for your kind words



right now i just dont know what to do right now im so confused =[
i just cant escape the feeling of guilt that i feel right now =[

Mummy X2 34 kids; United Kingdom 143 posts
May 20th '09
Quoting Mummy:
user banned 1 child; Australia 226 posts
May 20th '09

You need to use birth control. Being an adult means understanding that you cant just have back to back pregnancies coz you want to.You would have had enough on your hands with one bub anyway little known twins, then more? Being a good parent might not have an ideal age to you but a parent should atleast be mature enough to know what is right and wrong.

Your body obviously needs a break.

Momma 2 Gracelynn 17 kids; San Angelo, Texas 1627 posts
May 20th '09
Quoting Mummy:
♡☆º×ß¡±©µ×º☆♡ 4 kids; 1 angel baby; Centralia, Wa, United States 49858 posts
May 21st '09
Quoting Momma 2 Gracelynn:
user banned 1 child; Australia 226 posts
May 21st '09
Quoting Momma 2 Gracelynn:
♡☆º×ß¡±©µ×º☆♡ 4 kids; 1 angel baby; Centralia, Wa, United States 49858 posts
May 21st '09
Quoting Mummy: