I fell for a man online a year ago.
we met 5 years ago, he was going through some health issues.
we instantly hit it off as friends, best friends even.
fast forward to last year, he was gona for some time...and I missed him so much.
that's when I realized my feelings had evolved into much more than friendship..
anyways now, we have been through many ups n downs (my fault really)
I get jealous and insecure...
how do I stop getting so paranoid and jealous?
I have caught him in a lie or two...nothing really major...