So my boyfriend, ex, whatever, we were together for 15 years. (Got together super young...16/17)
anyways....I left him once and came back...
now I moved out again.
I love him but I hate him....its super frustrating.
having my own place is nice.
as the place is clean and organized...where as living with him, the place was so dysfunctional...not only emotionally...but environmentally.
now, sinceni moved out, he has been super kind. Blah blah blah.
it's like he trying to win me back.
anyways. I dunno what the point of this is...guess just to vent.