My due date is coming Supermommy08 1 child; 2 angel babies; United States 606 posts
Jul 12th '17

My daughters due date was August 4th. Its hitting me now. How happy I would be right now if I was waiting for her arrival. I would be leaving work for maternity in about 2 weeks. Instead I'm mourning something that will never be. It's so heart wrenching... counting down the days to something that's not going to happen. I keep thinking of what I would be doing... getting her room finished, buying stuff for her.

I'm at work thinking about it and I can't distract myself. Its so hard. I never imagined this happening to me and now that it has, it doesn't seem to get easier. There's always a milestone I'm missing out on. I want to have my baby. This isn't fair. It feels like carrying her those 25 weeks was just a dream and now I'm stuck in this nightmare. I wish I could wake up.

⭐No Apologies Due April 10; Miami, FL, United States 4078 posts
Jul 12th '17

I'm so sorry Mama. Huge hugs for you ❤

Hi_ImBob Due February 5; 2 kids; 1 angel baby; Pennsylvania 2188 posts
Jul 12th '17

I'm so sorry I could never even imagine the pain and devastation you must be feeling. I hope as time goes on you and your fiancé can grieve and heal together so you can continue planning your future. Hugs

Dawson Baby 2/7/18 Due February 7; 3 kids; 1 angel baby; Houston, TX, United States 829 posts
Jul 12th '17

Sorry to hear love. A big warm hug to hopefully make you feel a tad better. 

Yokoshimalove 2 kids; United States 497 posts
Jul 12th '17

I am so sorry :(

marmarissa 2 kids; 2 angel babies; Ottawa, ON, Canada 8256 posts
Jul 12th '17

I am so sorry.  ♡