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I do not want to be pregnant but I know I will mourn this loss if I have an abortion please give some support. I'm 7 weeks I found out a little over a week ago and wanted to be happy but my situation with the father does not seem to be getting better even though he wants me to keep it. I feel like I will miss my window and then regret not having it done because I will end up doing everything myself like I am with my child who will be 6 when this baby is born. I may be experiencing ptsd episode from my first pregnancy because I truly did not want to have it but I was under 18 and let myself be controlled by my parents so I ended up having her and I think my biggest worry is how I am glad to have her even though I did not want to be pregnant with her either
**Please Don't Quote**
You need to do what is best for you and your child that you currently have.
Regardless of what you decide, you should look into some therapy. Good luck.
I know it's a very tough situation to be in. This current pregnancy I am not even on speaking terms with the father. He kicked me out on the streets homeless at around 6 weeks. Even though I knew it was the best choice for the situation it wasn't the best choice for me. You can always better yourself. I asked on here how it was dealing with the emotional aftermath and I had someone tell me the emotional aftermath is tolerable as long as you've made the right decision. In my heart I knew it wasn't right. I've never had PPD but I've had depression and it's very hard especially when your a parent. I've had many years of therapy to help myself manage. Stress, anxiety, etc can all have harmful effects on the baby. I know it's a lot to think about but take some time to yourself if needed and you will know what's best. Best of luck with whatever you choose.