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No heartbeat *warning user banned
Sep 15th '16

Its confirmed...my babys heartbeat stopped. Started bleeding Friday night. Ultrasound said there was a heartbeat and everything looked fine. My bleeding hadnt stopped and i knew deep down that i was loosing my baby. Yesterday i went in again and they could not find a heartbeat. 

My heart hurts so bad. Two weeks ago my MiL had a brain anuerysm. She is in ICU and not doing well. I took in her 13 year old who has borderline personity disorder. Its been an emotional  rollercoaster ever since. 

I dont know if i can do this. I dont know if i am the best fit for this girl. I love her but i cant even look at her with out getting up set. Not so much at her but just the world. Why! Would my baby still be here if i didnt put myself in such a stressful situation. :( Sorry if im just going on. I feel so lost. This is all so much. I want to ses my mother in law awake and smiling, i want my baby back and most of all i just want to sleep 

marmarissa 2 kids; 2 angel babies; Ottawa, ON, Canada 8256 posts
Sep 15th '16

I'm so sorry Very Sad

Wouldn'tUlike2know 2 kids; United States 1331 posts
Sep 15th '16

Aw I'm so sorry Very Sad it's not your fault 

bia. 4 kids; ., ., Portugal 102656 posts
Sep 15th '16


I'm so very sorry. Very Sad

~a girl and a boy~ 2 kids; ,, IA, United States 61170 posts
Sep 15th '16

No, it's not your fault.  Can someone else watch the 13 year old for a few days?  Give you some time to rest.  Hugs to you. 

⭐No Apologies Due April 10; Miami, FL, United States 4078 posts
Sep 15th '16

I'm sorry for your loss.

Jenny&Boopy Due October 24; 3 kids; Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania 9737 posts
Sep 16th '16

I'm so sorry <3

SomeMommy 5 kids; 1 angel baby; Chicago, IL, United States 74008 posts
Sep 16th '16

Im so sorry sweetie. <3

ILS♡ERS♡ZDS♡ 3 kids; 1 angel baby; Small town, PA, United States 2422 posts
Sep 16th '16

Im sorry momma, ((hugs))

tinabinaa ., US, United States 233 posts
Sep 16th '16

I'm so sorry about your loss truly heartbreaking /: </3

tinabinaa ., US, United States 233 posts
Sep 16th '16

Quoting ~a girl and a boy~:
No, it's not your fault.  Can someone else watch the 13 year old for a few days?  Give you some time to rest.  Hugs to you. 


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Jenn+5 ❤️ TTC since May 2017; 5 kids; 2 angel babies; Town you've never heard of, OH, United States 13470 posts
Sep 16th '16

So very for your loss mama. It's not your fault :(

✨Kati✨ Due May 20; 1 child; Memphis, TN, United States 3268 posts
Sep 17th '16

I'm so sorry