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Random Grief Awkward 5 kids; 2 angel babies; St Cloud, MN, United States 4642 posts
Sep 8th '16

Today I went to shop the clearance racks for clothes for next summer. I found some great stuff. 
I also found the cutest little outfit and almost bought it for my step sister daughter (then realized it isn't her style and she wouldn't dress my niece in it). It would have been about the size my first miscarriage would have been had she lived. I got teary eyed there in the middle of the store holding the dress.
I really believed having another baby would take some of the sting out of the losses I have experienced. It doesn't. I love and adore Ds3 and wouldn't trade him for anything, but I still ache for the two that never were before him. 
The pain gets easier but it never goes away.

~*~Cassi~*~ 2 kids; 3 angel babies; Bar Harbor, ME, United States 1560 posts
Sep 8th '16

I'm sorry. :( 
I still think about and grieve for my angel babies. I try to tell myself that everything happens for a reason but it still stings. I don't think I'll relax and stop worrying until she's here. 

Awkward 5 kids; 2 angel babies; St Cloud, MN, United States 4642 posts
Sep 8th '16

Quoting ~*~Cassi~*~:
I'm sorry. :( 
I still think about and grieve for my angel babies. I try to tell myself that everything happens for a reason but it still stings. I don't think I'll relax and stop worrying until she's here. 


I'm sorry for your loss! Congratulations on your angel baby!

Mommy❣ 3 kids; 7 angel babies; United States 617 posts
Sep 8th '16

I still grieve for my angels tooVery Sad

*BrittNicole* Due April 11; TTC since Jul 2016; 2 kids; 1 angel baby; Ohio 4373 posts
Sep 8th '16

I still miss my angel baby too... 

Team❤Pink 3 kids; 4 angel babies; Maryland 4721 posts
Sep 8th '16

The year anniversary of when I was told my last angel baby didn't have a heartbeat anymore just passed on the 3rd. I will say being able to look at my newborn helped deal with that day tremendously but it was still a bittersweet day for me. 

So sorry for your loss. Hugs.

Awkward 5 kids; 2 angel babies; St Cloud, MN, United States 4642 posts
Sep 8th '16

Quoting MyGirlsx3!:
The year anniversary of when I was told my last angel baby didn't have a heartbeat anymore just passed on the 3rd. I will say being able to look at my newborn helped deal with that day tremendously but it was still a bittersweet day for me. 

So sorry for your loss. Hugs.


Thank you & I'm sorry for your loss, too. I'll never understand why losses happen