Oh Why Not 2 kids; Hallandale beach, Fl, United States 8672 posts
Aug 30th '16

Quoting JBL Mommy :
Im glad you are ok BUT...how sad for your kids AND your parents. You dump your kids off on your parents to party and do drugs....sad. And you are definitely not a nurse I would want taking care of me or my family. That degree is just a piece of paper. Sorry for the honesty but it sounds like you need to hear it. 


Oh get off your high horse. She obviously regrets it. Shit happens.

..Adele.. 18 kids; your moms ass, HI, United States 22698 posts
Aug 30th '16

I forgot how catty BG can get 38

1)Good on you for not dying, seriously, congrats that would've sucked.
2)Did you really think you weren't going to get some harsh responses, like, most of these women do not care.
3)Anyone who goes "I needed to unwind so I did a f**k load of drugs (and yes, alcohol, weed, and then hard drugs is a lot of drugs for someone who says they don't do them)" sounds like someone who needs more help than just antidepressants.
4)....there is no four, I just wanted to keep listing things about this post. 


But seriously, hug your kids, get the mental help you need. So many people go through sooo much more bullshit other than being a full time mom and being overwhelmed with kids, they don't need to try drugs to see if it helps....PS:most people who "try" drugs tend to stay on them, you're a mom now, even when you're without your kids for a few hours you should still be putting them first. 

JBL Mommy 4 kids; 1 angel baby; United States 881 posts
Aug 30th '16

Quoting Oh Why Not:

Oh get off your high horse. She obviously regrets it. Shit happens.



Super Happy

Drew90 Due December 28; 3 kids; 3 angel babies; Hodgdon, ME, United States 7424 posts
Aug 30th '16

Quoting ¡VinHaute!:
I think you know you'll find limited support and resources here on this matter. I think we've all been through overwhelming periods in our lives, but you surely know now how unhealthy that was to deal with in that way. Can't blame the friends, can't blame the stress. That was a gross over-reaction to whatever is brewing inside you and I hope you take that resource info given to you and put it to good use. 


This! 

JBL Mommy 4 kids; 1 angel baby; United States 881 posts
Aug 30th '16

Quoting 0_o:
All I need is hookers and blow y'all 


Right? Lol 

user banned 2 kids; Miami, FL, United States 142 posts
Aug 30th '16

As a paramedic I can't tell you how many OD calls we go to nightly. Not just addicts, but people like you, trying drugs for the first time. Mothers and fathers, people from all walks of life, rich and poor alike. But each one has something in common... They're always alone. There's common knowledge in my line of work that people who OD are always with "friends", partying and having fun, until they black out, and then they're left. Left to die alone. Because honey, people who know you're a mother and a nurse, do not let you get high on Molly and blow and whatever else the hell you were doing. Those people are not your friends. Hard advice- drop them. Seriously. Or you might be another lonely body we find. I'm very glad you're okay and I hope this is a lesson learned. Good luck.

Oh Why Not 2 kids; Hallandale beach, Fl, United States 8672 posts
Aug 30th '16

Just glad you're okay and getting your mental health back in check. You made a mistake, don't beat yourself up over it. Just learn from it.

Royal_Lux United States 2661 posts
Aug 30th '16

Quoting Oh Why Not:
Just glad you're okay and getting your mental health back in check. You made a mistake, don't beat yourself up over it. Just learn from it.


ExclamationExclamation Stuff happens! Could've been worse. 

Mom*of* 2 Due January 3; United States 685 posts
Aug 30th '16

Quoting ..Adele..:
I forgot how catty BG can get 38

1)Good on you for not dying, seriously, congrats that would've sucked.
2)Did you really think you weren't going to get some harsh responses, like, most of these women do not care.
3)Anyone who goes "I needed to unwind so I did a f**k load of drugs (and yes, alcohol, weed, and then hard drugs is a lot of drugs for someone who says they don't do them)" sounds like someone who needs more help than just antidepressants.
4)....there is no four, I just wanted to keep listing things about this post. 


But seriously, hug your kids, get the mental help you need. So many people go through sooo much more bullshit other than being a full time mom and being overwhelmed with kids, they don't need to try drugs to see if it helps....PS:most people who "try" drugs tend to stay on them, you're a mom now, even when you're without your kids for a few hours you should still be putting them first. 



Exclamation  

user banned United States 149 posts
Aug 30th '16

Well, I will say ahead of posting this I didn't even bother reading all of the previous comments.. But holy f**kSurprised

First opinion; What a POS move to drop your kids off to go party and nearly kill yourself
Second opinion; People who are "trying" things for the first time probably wouldn't probably do 3+ drugs AND drink
Third opinion; You NEVER, ever should have posted this... What if someone turns you into DCFS?
Fourth opinion;. There is NO excuse for your behavior
And Lastly my Fifth opinion; You deserve to feel like shit, permanently. You also deserve all the subsequent consequences that result from this. 

I feel no pity for you. 

Needingabreak 2 kids; 1 angel baby; Somewhere, Bg, United States 12127 posts
Aug 30th '16

I don't plan to talk to these people again. I've already blocked every form of communication. I realise I made a huge mistake that was extremely out of character for me. I sought out help for my currently untalented depression. I'm not making excuses for what I did but I was in a "f**k it I don't care" mindset that night. I have zero desire to do either molly or coke again. I just want to feel normal again. I don't know what I expected posting here but thank you to the ones who had supportive things to say.

I have an appointment with my old primary doctor this Thursday to discuss meds again and I was given a list of counsellors to call. I'll call them once this dream like state wears off. 

And to everyone talking to me like I just dropped my kids off with my parents to do drugs, it wasn't like that. I was supposed to just go out and have some drinks at a cabin on the lake with old friends. If I had any idea someone would be coming with those drugs and I was going to try them, I wouldn't have gone. I regret it totally. Not like it matters because you all have made your own judgements about me already. I hope you all enjoy your mistake free lives.

Needingabreak 2 kids; 1 angel baby; Somewhere, Bg, United States 12127 posts
Aug 30th '16

Quoting ☆OGTattedmama07☆:

you'll be ok though. 


Really though, can an administrator please unquote me in this post? Please.

Wouldn'tUlike2know 2 kids; United States 1331 posts
Aug 30th '16

Quoting Oh Why Not:
Just glad you're okay and getting your mental health back in check. You made a mistake, don't beat yourself up over it. Just learn from it.


Exactly.  Shit happens 

user banned 2 kids; Miami, FL, United States 142 posts
Aug 30th '16

Quoting Needingabreak:
I don't plan to talk to these people again. I've already blocked every form of communication. I realise I made a huge mistake that was extremely out of character for me. I sought out help for my currently untalented depression. I'm not making excuses for what I did but I was in a "f**k it I don't care" mindset that night. I have zero desire to do either molly or coke again. I just want to feel normal again. I don't know what I expected posting here but thank you to the ones who had supportive things to say.

I have an appointment with my old primary doctor this Thursday to discuss meds again and I was given a list of counsellors to call. I'll call them once this dream like state wears off. 

And to everyone talking to me like I just dropped my kids off with my parents to do drugs, it wasn't like that. I was supposed to just go out and have some drinks at a cabin on the lake with old friends. If I had any idea someone would be coming with those drugs and I was going to try them, I wouldn't have gone. I regret it totally. Not like it matters because you all have made your own judgements about me already. I hope you all enjoy your mistake free lives.


You might not have set out to kill yourself, but not caring what happens to you while doing something potentially deadly is a suicide attempt. I hope you get the help you need. 

user banned United States 149 posts
Aug 30th '16

Quoting Needingabreak: 
And to everyone talking to me like I just dropped my kids off with my parents to do drugs, it wasn't like that. I was supposed to just go out and have some drinks at a cabin on the lake with old friends. If I had any idea someone would be coming with those drugs and I was going to try them, I wouldn't have gone. I regret it totally. Not like it matters because you all have made your own judgements about me already. I hope you all enjoy your mistake free lives.

WTF? So your issue is because you went and they were there, you HAD to try them for the "first time" because the opportunity was present???

I call bullshit! & I truthfully don't feel like the admin should unquote. Someone of authority needs to know the state of mind you're in while raising those kids.