Ohana❤ 3 kids; 1 angel baby; Nvr, NL, United States 1904 posts
Aug 30th '16

Quoting tinana+2:

Did you come here seeking drugs or something? Because you still haven't contributed anything else towards the OP. You seem kind of obsessed with me.


lol Not obsessed. More like annoyed. Nope, have nothing to contribute to this thread. 

Kaybelle86 1 child; Ontario, ON, Canada 1478 posts
Aug 30th '16

I would recommend that you never, ever do that again. And I'm sure you won't. Give it a few days. You'll get back to feeling like yourself again.

Royal_Lux United States 2661 posts
Aug 30th '16

Wow. Sorry you went thru that. Sometimes we do crazy things and I see your reaching out, as an act of going thru something else. Have you and your DH split? Just sounds kind of extreme, to head down that road and never been down it, post children.
I'm glad you're OK!! Seriously that's scary. Sounds like you have a great support system with your mom. I'd look into counseling.

¡VinHaute! Kansas City, MO, United States 47544 posts
Aug 30th '16

I think you know you'll find limited support and resources here on this matter. I think we've all been through overwhelming periods in our lives, but you surely know now how unhealthy that was to deal with in that way. Can't blame the friends, can't blame the stress. That was a gross over-reaction to whatever is brewing inside you and I hope you take that resource info given to you and put it to good use. 

Bunni♥+4 4 kids; 5 angel babies; ., IL, United States 4196 posts
Aug 30th '16

Quoting ¡VinHaute!:
I think you know you'll find limited support and resources here on this matter. I think we've all been through overwhelming periods in our lives, but you surely know now how unhealthy that was to deal with in that way. Can't blame the friends, can't blame the stress. That was a gross over-reaction to whatever is brewing inside you and I hope you take that resource info given to you and put it to good use. 



Exclamation Glad you're okay. Definitely hope you take the recommend counseling!

marmarissa 2 kids; 2 angel babies; Ottawa, ON, Canada 8256 posts
Aug 30th '16

Quoting ¡VinHaute!:
I think you know you'll find limited support and resources here on this matter. I think we've all been through overwhelming periods in our lives, but you surely know now how unhealthy that was to deal with in that way. Can't blame the friends, can't blame the stress. That was a gross over-reaction to whatever is brewing inside you and I hope you take that resource info given to you and put it to good use. 


This.    I hope you find healthier ways to cope with stress in the future.   

hilee18 1 child; United States 691 posts
Aug 30th '16

Quoting MonkeyMel:
So many judgments happening up in here


On a parenting forum? Yeah I don't think most of us find sitters so we can go out and do drugs. It's just not something many of us can relate to. 
OP I think you need to find a counselor and a regular doctor or psychiatrist to discuss the underlying depression issues you are dealing with. 

JBL Mommy 4 kids; 1 angel baby; United States 881 posts
Aug 30th '16

Quoting hilee18:

On a parenting forum? Yeah I don't think most of us find sitters so we can go out and do drugs. It's just not something many of us can relate to. 
OP I think you need to find a counselor and a regular doctor or psychiatrist to discuss the underlying depression issues you are dealing with. 


All of this! 

Britny 4 kids; 2 angel babies; ,, ,, United States 20889 posts
Aug 30th '16

Quoting tinana+2:

When did I ever claim to NOT be a b***h? 


Yuss

marmarissa 2 kids; 2 angel babies; Ottawa, ON, Canada 8256 posts
Aug 30th '16

Quoting tinana+2:

When did I ever claim to NOT be a b***h? 



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Ovaryacting Due November 30; 2 kids; United States 2151 posts
Aug 30th '16

Quoting ☆OGTattedmama07☆:

you've never done drugs before and chose to do yay and molly? usually when you are curious and want to try something most people ease into it like take a couple key shots to try it or one molly to see what it's like, honestly if you've done it before its not a big deal if you've stopped then its just a relapse. And none of this defines you as a person, everyone makes mistakes, but you definitely should talk to someone. Being with the kids 24/7 shouldn't make you want to run out and do cocaine and molly. 


Forreal!

Britny 4 kids; 2 angel babies; ,, ,, United States 20889 posts
Aug 30th '16

All I need is hookers and blow y'all 

Ovaryacting Due November 30; 2 kids; United States 2151 posts
Aug 30th '16

Quoting Linziebobinzie:

Lol f**k yourself it was one time and definitely not planned. I planned to go to the lake house for the night with alcohol invokved, not the other stuff.


one time can turn into many more times. 

Royal_Lux United States 2661 posts
Aug 30th '16

Quoting OptimusFine:

one time can turn into many more times. 


Or take only one time, to see not fit for children due to bad decision making. Or take only one time to die. 

Had a past before kids. But can't say I'd make same mistakes with larger risks at hand.

Wouldn'tUlike2know 2 kids; United States 1331 posts
Aug 30th '16

Quoting ¡VinHaute!:
I think you know you'll find limited support and resources here on this matter. I think we've all been through overwhelming periods in our lives, but you surely know now how unhealthy that was to deal with in that way. Can't blame the friends, can't blame the stress. That was a gross over-reaction to whatever is brewing inside you and I hope you take that resource info given to you and put it to good use. 


This.
OP I'm really glad you're okay and were able to keep yourself together that night before you got help. Ive lost a lot of friends to drugs, I hope you can find an antidepressant that works for you. and like the others said maybe look into counseling