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I'm so angry Jenn+5 ❤️ TTC since May 2017; 5 kids; 2 angel babies; Town you've never heard of, OH, United States 13470 posts
Jun 27th '16

It's not fair! I wanted this baby and I wanted my last baby. I tried my hardest to be so hopeful for this baby! I tried. First week of getting my bfp I was so hopeful, then that Sunday just like bam I was spotting. my hpts were so faint. Not switching weeks. So I went to the doctor. They did a test and to my surprise it read positive. The nurse was like its positive but it's faint. That's great!! I said, maybe I'm just really Early! They drew blood to test my hcg. Called back next days it's really low okay. I go in the next day for more blood test. It's more than doubled, was the next phone call. Alright that is awesome I thought maybe baby is going to stay!! Then go a week later for an ultrasound sac was there measuring 4weeks 4 days. I knew that couldn't be right.. You can't get a bfp the same day you conceive.. Midwife reassured me and said there is your little baby. Come back in two weeks for your ultrasound. Week before I went back my test switched to 3+weeks! That really made me hopeful! Symptoms were still there! Heck they are still there! So two weeks later, I go in and they say sac has barely grew. At this point we can't tell if you have a viable pregnancy. We will draw blood then, come back in Monday for more blood and blood results. I go in Monday, they say hcg is 2300, but progesterone is 5. Have you had any spotting or cramping? Me nope, and I was optimistic. I said, I want to wait two more weeks that way if baby is there it will be there. I go back on the 5th, my optimism has went way down. Especially since today when I wiped my blood is like a period, even leaked on my panties. It hadn't done that before. The color is like a rusty brownish red. I pray for a good outcome on this, but I know it's happening again. I hate my body. Why did it have to play a game and just keep giving me false hope?

KD [E+K+O+L+L's Mommy] (girl); 5 kids; 3 angel babies; Carrollton, Georgia 2231 posts
Jun 27th '16

So sorry hun :(

user banned -, -, United Kingdom 75061 posts
Jun 27th '16

Hugs!!! <3

marmarissa 2 kids; 2 angel babies; Ottawa, ON, Canada 8256 posts
Jun 27th '16


Very Sad I'm sorry girl!  Hugs <3

.Bubbles. 3 kids; United States 1718 posts
Jun 27th '16

I'm so sorry, hun. :( I had 3 consecutive losses partially due to low progesterone. One of the times, my OB's office KNEW about it and didn't inform me. I understand how you're feeling. If you ever need to talk, feel free to PM me. I'm sorry you're going through this.

goshfeckingdarnit TTC since Nov 2015; 1 child; San Diego, CA, United States 3898 posts
Jun 27th '16


Oh I'm so so sorry!! With low progesterone have you asked for any additional testing?

I wish you the best of luck! 

Red~Origami 2 kids; United States 5283 posts
Jun 27th '16

:( Is it like a period? :( aw hun. I was really feeling like this baby will stick for you. I want to say to have some hope but prepare for the worst at your apppointment. Feel free to pm me hun
Im here for you. Hug

Britny Due August 10 (girl); 4 kids; 2 angel babies; ,, ,, United States 20895 posts
Jun 27th '16

I'm SO sorry dear friend.
Please know we are here for you and I wish I could give you so many hugs.

Awkward 5 kids; 2 angel babies; St Cloud, MN, United States 4642 posts
Jun 27th '16

I'm so sorry you ate going through this 

Bunni♥+4 4 kids; 5 angel babies; ., IL, United States 4196 posts
Jun 27th '16

Oh I am so sorry Very Sad  I know the pain very well and wish you didn't. I'm here if you need to talk!! 

Jenn+5 ❤️ TTC since May 2017; 5 kids; 2 angel babies; Town you've never heard of, OH, United States 13470 posts
Jun 27th '16

Quoting .Bubbles.:
I'm so sorry, hun. :( I had 3 consecutive losses partially due to low progesterone. One of the times, my OB's office KNEW about it and didn't inform me. I understand how you're feeling. If you ever need to talk, feel free to PM me. I'm sorry you're going through this.


That's awful they knew and didn't even inform you. Thank you. They gave me progesterone to take orally, when they told me it was low. She said it doesn't mean you won't miscarriage though.

Jenn+5 ❤️ TTC since May 2017; 5 kids; 2 angel babies; Town you've never heard of, OH, United States 13470 posts
Jun 27th '16

Quoting faithcynner:

Oh I'm so so sorry!! With low progesterone have you asked for any additional testing?

I wish you the best of luck! 


My obgyn, said wait 6-12 weeks after I get a negative test and then for me to call and she will run tests to see why it's happening.

Jenn+5 ❤️ TTC since May 2017; 5 kids; 2 angel babies; Town you've never heard of, OH, United States 13470 posts
Jun 27th '16

Quoting S_freak:
:( Is it like a period? :( aw hun. I was really feeling like this baby will stick for you. I want to say to have some hope but prepare for the worst at your apppointment. Feel free to pm me hun
Im here for you. Hug


Yea like a period :(

Jenn+5 ❤️ TTC since May 2017; 5 kids; 2 angel babies; Town you've never heard of, OH, United States 13470 posts
Jun 27th '16

Thank you all so much. You all are wonderful! Hugs to all of you! kd, hooker, mar, bubbles, faith, freak, cuddling, awkward, and bunni. I'd write you all on each post. Lol that probably gets annoying.

NikkiLeAnne 4 kids; Illinois 3589 posts
Jun 27th '16

I'm so sorry! I will be keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. :(