"Birthday" coming up... LonghornBabe 3 kids; 2 angel babies; Fort Worth, Texas 1403 posts
Jul 6th '13

August 1st.
Last year it came and went and I didn't even notice. This year, its like its coming too fast and I can't escape it.
My baby would be six years old this year.
Getting ready to start the first grade.
Mason and Piper's older brother/sister.

Instead, I lost my first baby when I was eight weeks pregnant.
And I know its been more than six years, and I should be "over it", but sometimes it still hits me, and it feels like I'm being torn apart all over again. I have two happy, healthy, gorgeous children, which I am so thankful for, but I still can't help but be pissed at the world sometimes that I never got to hold my first child, and watch them take their first breath, and smell their incredible smell and kiss their tiny little face.

SR ♥ 1 child; V, AR, United States 7911 posts
Jul 6th '13

I'm very sorry for your loss. Whether it is 6 months, 6 years, or 16 years....It's okay to still be upset over the loss. It's totally normal and no one here is going to tell you you're wrong.

I hope you are able to find peace throughout all of it, though.