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so hard Jenny011 Due October 21; 16 kids; 1 angel baby; Beverly Hills, California 314 posts
Dec 31st '10

this girl i knew from middle school is pregnant and is posting all these tickers and development of her baby on facebook. i go to where i would be now and it just kills me. its so unfair and i feel guilty. i told her congratulations but part of me is saying 'why cant i have my baby back.' i miss it so much.

mama k 18 kids; Hawaii 11998 posts
Dec 31st '10
Quoting Jenny011:
user banned United Kingdom 3633 posts
Dec 31st '10

*hugs*
I'm sorry mama.

Jenny011 Due October 21; 16 kids; 1 angel baby; Beverly Hills, California 314 posts
Dec 31st '10

i just feel so sad. my friends tell me "move on." but its so difficult. i think about it all the time. the dreams are the worst.

Kristen&Lighton Due May 20; 1 child; 2 angel babies; Iowa 5853 posts
Dec 31st '10
Quoting Jenny011:
Jenny011 Due October 21; 16 kids; 1 angel baby; Beverly Hills, California 314 posts
Dec 31st '10
Quoting Kristen{8weeks}:
It. 33 kids; Florida 3236 posts
Dec 31st '10

im sorry:(
i deff. know how that feels...
i know a girl whos due is 2 days after me, and shes always updating her status "just bought my baby girl her car seat" "i love my baby bumb" blah blah blah. shes havin a little girl just like i was.
it sure does suck...

Jenny011 Due October 21; 16 kids; 1 angel baby; Beverly Hills, California 314 posts
Dec 31st '10
Quoting brianna ♡:
It. 33 kids; Florida 3236 posts
Dec 31st '10
Quoting Jenny011:
Jenny011 Due October 21; 16 kids; 1 angel baby; Beverly Hills, California 314 posts
Dec 31st '10
Quoting brianna ♡:
Mandi Lee 16 kids; Oregon 801 posts
Dec 31st '10

i know what you mean. my cousin had her baby girl 2 weeks to the day after my son died. it was the hardest thing i have ever done (next to burying him) to go into the hospital and see her. but at the same time i realized that it is really important that i be around these kids. i wanted all my family around me (we have an abundance of babies) because i wanted to know that they don't all die. it is possible to have a happy healthy LIVING baby. it was so hard losing my son knowing that there was nothing i could do or could have done to prevent his death. he wasnt sick, its not like i missed a sign. he was just gone. there was no reason. just gone.

Sara+1 18april2012 Due April 17 (girl); Turin, Italy 37 posts
Jan 2nd '11

very sed for the situation :(