It's hard to think we are about to roll into the month of January due dates again, I can't believe that my baby would be a year old by the time they were born...it sucks..even though I haven't thought about my angel a lot lately, something weird like this just hits me like a ton of bricks..and the hurt starts all over again it seems :(
Any of you go through this kind of thing? Or am I just dwelling too much?
I have a hard time when it comes time for what would have been their due dates/birthdays. It is normal I believe, and randomly, when I think of it, it makes me cry.
I couldn't go to a friend's baby shower last week. She is a few weeks ahead of where I should be.
3 weeks ago, I went to another friends baby shower, and came home and cried.