The closer I get to TTC, the more it scares me. I don't know if I can deal with it all again. I hate needles and between blood draws and IVs, I know I'll have to have them. I'm scared I'll get pre-e again, scared I won't be able to VBAC. I don't think I can handle another c-section. I don't know what to do to get over it. :( I thought I was ready and I desperately want another child. I wish DH wasn't so against adoption.