i was tryingg not to think of it this year. But its been brought up, my baby brother passed away as a babe. He was 2 months and 3 days old. Christmas time has been really hard since then, he passed on the 19th of December. The hardest part about all of it was that i found him dead in his bassinet. Even as a child i still remember, remember seeing him, feeling him, wondering what was wrong and then telling my mother. After that i remember nothing. Rest In Peace baby brother. We still love you.