I don't even know where to begin. Sunday September 23 at 1157 pm my baby girl Journeigh Grace was born sleeping. Its officially the worst/best day of my life. She was so beautiful. It all begun that Saturday when I went to labor and delivery around 8am for cramping. I wasn't in labor but they noticed my blood pressure was high. They put me on some meds but it continue to increase. Around 11:15 pm Saturday they decided to induce labor. At first I said no. I was only 41 weeks. As if her having trisomy 13 wasn't life threatening enough she would be premature also I couldn't let them do it. But after a while I went through with it knowing that a seizure would definitely be more tragic for her than anything. So labor was induced. Around 5cm dilated they came in to check her heart rate. She was gone. I couldn't believe she was just there doing fine. An ultrasound was done no movement. I was just in shock. A little later she was born. Doctor laid her on my chest. I couldn't help but break down. There was still a part of me that had hope. I still waited for her to cry or something. She was so beautiful weighing 3lb 12oz cold black hair, chunky cheeks. I thought I could love her anymore but suddenly I did. You will always be with me baby girl:'(
Aw, I'm so sorry Momma. :( May your baby girl rest in peace.
So sad. I'm sorry mama. :( hugs.
I'm so sorry, but I'm glad you were able to see and hold her in your arms even if only for a short time. May she rest in peace.
tragic. I hate when things like this happen. I'm so sorry for your loss.
I'm very sorry for your loss. *big hugs*
I'm so very sorry!!!! :cry:
Omg mama :( , I am so very sorry. *Hugs*
I'm so sorry :( have no other words...
I am very sorry for your loss!!!
:cry: I am so sorry for your loss, I'll keep you in my prayers.
im in tears...so sorry for your loss :cry: