user banned -, -, United Kingdom 75061 posts
Oct 22nd '12

You're fucked in the head, seriously...



And how do I only have $50 in cash in my wallet? Saturday night I had $100.. spent $20 a LC, $10 at flea market.. oh shit, $20 on milk... f**k! I was gonna say, don't be a skeeze when you have thousands in your account.

Kelly&Coralie 1 child; Rochester, NY, United States 56012 posts
Oct 22nd '12
Quoting BαƚMαɳ:" That's not conceited. It's something I can't imagine either. Makes me wonder what will change when I ... [snip!] ... will change when I am gone. If anything. I feel that something should change. And it's hard to think that nothing prolly will."


thinking about death makes me feel thiiiiiis small -----> | |

They say everyone has an impact on this world. I just don't see mine (other than Cora, of course)



♔ BαtMαɳ Due April 8; Gotham, DC, United States 90960 posts
status Oct 22nd '12
Quoting Kelly&Coralie:" thinking about death makes me feel thiiiiiis small -----> | | They say everyone has an impact on this world. I just don't see mine (other than Cora, of course) "


Yeah same here :(

Belle De Jour Due October 8 (boy); 3 kids; Kentucky 19292 posts
Oct 22nd '12
Quoting Yurvette [♥]:" Yeah. Thanks. I cant wait to get on meds to try to lessen everything. And can not wait to get enough money to get a car so I can go and get a job. "


((((hugs)))) it will all get better soon. Keep your head up. <3

Belle De Jour Due October 8 (boy); 3 kids; Kentucky 19292 posts
Oct 22nd '12
Quoting the grace life:" She can write fairly well. I'll probably have her make one for her Grammy. I'm making a chart right ... [snip!] ... work on her earning the money. Hopefully this will teach her a lot about responsibility, controlling anger, saving money, etc. "


That sounds like a great idea! :D

Kelly&Coralie 1 child; Rochester, NY, United States 56012 posts
Oct 22nd '12
Quoting BαƚMαɳ:" Yeah same here :("



then I start thinking about my stuff. Like, someone is gonna have to go through it all. They'll see every detail of my life. They could go through my phone and computer and stuff.


Sorry, I'm getting into a really dark place right now and it sucks

♔ BαtMαɳ Due April 8; Gotham, DC, United States 90960 posts
status Oct 22nd '12
Quoting Kelly&Coralie:" then I start thinking about my stuff. Like, someone is gonna have to go through it all. They'll see ... [snip!] ... They could go through my phone and computer and stuff. Sorry, I'm getting into a really dark place right now and it sucks"


That's okay. I get to be the same way. It makes me sad that my kid(s) are gunna see me after I pass. And then DH would be alone. It worries me how they will all handle things.

Titties :) 2 kids; Beaverton, Oregon 53705 posts
Oct 22nd '12
Quoting Ravey Candyass:" I'm concerned. I can't see out of my left eye. It's extremely blurry, even with my glasses."



Girl you need to call in an optometrist appointment, asap. Like see if you can get in tomorrow.

Titties :) 2 kids; Beaverton, Oregon 53705 posts
Oct 22nd '12
Quoting ★ Irishewwie
Kelly&Coralie 1 child; Rochester, NY, United States 56012 posts
Oct 22nd '12
Quoting BαƚMαɳ:" That's okay. I get to be the same way. It makes me sad that my kid(s) are gunna see me after I pass. And then DH would be alone. It worries me how they will all handle things."


My biggest thing is what if I die in my sleep and nobody knows? Like how long would Cora be here with my dead body before help comes for her


I'm way too morbid for my own good



homes cool Due July 25; 2 kids; 2 angel babies; Indiana 63165 posts
Oct 22nd '12
Quoting ♡Sarah♡ + 2:" This is one of the most helpless feelings in the world. It makes me so sad/crazy/mad that you cant tell ... [snip!] ... cry. All you said is NO CRYING. I had to tell you its ok to cry sometimes its ok to be sad. f**k you autism, just f**k you."


I'm sorry.

May♥ Due December 29; 1 child; Texas 9207 posts
Oct 22nd '12

And here comes the tears. :?

Belle De Jour Due October 8 (boy); 3 kids; Kentucky 19292 posts
Oct 22nd '12

Everyone ready for the millions of Debate threads here in half an hour? :lol:

Kelly&Coralie 1 child; Rochester, NY, United States 56012 posts
Oct 22nd '12
Quoting Uncle Obama's Banana:" Everyone ready for the millions of Debate threads here in half an hour? :lol:"



I will be in bed.

Not watching this one at all

Belle De Jour Due October 8 (boy); 3 kids; Kentucky 19292 posts
Oct 22nd '12
Quoting Kelly&Coralie:" I will be in bed. Not watching this one at all"


Yeah I think I'll watch. There is nothing else on tv right now anyways :lol: