this long island medium show makes me cry my eyes out. It freaks me out too.
I slept until 4 motherfucking p.m.
I am so sick. I am so tired of waking up and just not even being able to get out o f**king bed because my stomache is in so much pain.
I dont know if it's constipation or what but it's never hurt this bad.
I am so f**king tired of DD not wanting to sleep till 5am. I am at the lasts traw. Nothing works. And now she is for sure not gonna sleep tonight.
I need a break...and a drink...yeah I need a drink.
So here we are, back to the vicous cycle.
Ugh. I am such a shitty mom.
And thank you Marbles for telling me 10 weeks till Christmas Eve...that means there is only 5 paychecks until Christmas and I haven't bought shit...because we are always so broke after paying bills and shit.
Yeah my life sucks.
Quoting May ♥:" I slept until 4 motherfucking p.m. I am so sick. I am so tired of waking up and just not even being ... [snip!] ... until Christmas and I haven't bought shit...because we are always so broke after paying bills and shit. Yeah my life sucks."
Layaway is your friend.
Don't want to be pregnant.
Don't want to be alive.
I giggle a little bit everytime I go to my Watched Topics and see "Why do I have blue waffle disease on my arm?"
Quoting Ravey Candyass:" dramatic.dramatic."
Quoting May ♥:" Funny you say that because I am on hold with toys-r-us right now to see if they have a Toddler Swingset I can put in lay-away... and I just got disconected(sp?) cool. Ugh today is not my day."
I'm sorry. I'm going to Kmart this weekend to do my layaway. I'll be goddamned if I am broke at Christmas time. I want all of my shopping to be done by November.
First driving lesson is next Thursday and I have therapy and school on Monday.
Quoting thewarmth:" Don't want to be pregnant. Don't want to be alive. f**king a."
:( Whats wrong?
I don't want to be a mom today.
Quoting ♡Sarah♡ + 2:" Oh wow...they closed the case right before she was arrested. Thats nuts."
Sad. I just can't help but think that there is something seriously wrong with women like that. I have my share of mental issues but I could never just leave my kids in their own filth....never.
I'm going to make myself a jalapeno grilled cheese now. Thanks Mae :x